Fred Aiken Writing

Tag: smoking

The Litter on the Sidewalk

I found a pack of Camel cigarettes on the sidewalk

with a note tacked onto it that read, ‘if u found these, then kep ’em, cause I gots no use four ’em’,

and when I looked inside I saw that there were no cigarettes,

which either meant the person that left the note either smoked them all and was playing a drawn-out farce

on strangers whose reactions they’d never see, or someone else found the Camels, smoked them, and promptly put the note and empty pack back where they found them,

or a secret community of nicotine-addicted forest animals scurried off with their newly discovered

cancer treasure to smoke gaily through the meadows, while feasting on a fleeting buzz

synthesizing through their nervous system in paralytic fashion,

as their bones become slave to an unnamed craving that wakes them up in the middle of the night

to hunt, the owl slicing through the sky, trapping, the scent of hypnotic musk alluring its prey

through thickets built to last millennia in swamps surrounding ecologically sound diaspora

found smoking behind the oak wood,

catching fire,

lighting up, right, down, to the endless step-in-step-out crossover fit,

burn it all down,

though maybe I’m reading too much into it and litter’s just litter to the common man’s mist

Make the Right Decision

I set a goal each week to read three books,

but am lucky if I make it through half a book

in seven, probably closer to ten, days,

it’s like finishing my vegetables every meal,

or even having the option for vegetables,

I know I need to for my health and well-being in the long run,

but I don’t want to jog,

so I eat processed, sugary crap that has the same effect on my metabolic system,

as I crash and burn, crash and turn,

to spot the next unhealthy decision to be made,

and promptly ignore what’s best,

while patting myself for quiting smoking ten years ago,

despite it more than likely biting me in end

far off, but all too soon,

that neverending shoe will drop…

cancer in the lungs, they’ll say,

because I never learned to read more than. a. page. a. day