Fred Aiken Writing

Tag: Poetry

THE INAPPROPRIATENESS OF YOUTH

fascinated by the open wound sitting in the middle of the street,
bleeding out, curled up into itself,
wondering why no one is helping, no one is administering first aid,
no one knows first aid,
because the thought of blowing on the plastic dummy’s mouth
was seen as gay when we were kids, so none of us paid too close attention
to what the health teacher was saying
as much as we paid attention to how short,
and tight,
their gym shorts were, along with that odd bulge
in the longitude of their body that we all snickered at

IT DOESN’T HURT TO ASK

bored at work,
and writing poems on a loose piece of legal paper
while listening to dinosaur jr.
and wondering if they’d ever let me join their band,
or maybe i’m too young,
have too short of hair,
and too little talent,
all of which might be true,
but it still hurts to hear

THE CATATONIA THAT CREEPS SO WELL

i’ve been destroyed by a paralysis of thought
that has left me staring at a blank screen,
a blank sheet,
a blankness deep within,
while performing basic arithmetic because despite
saying i would never need math in the real world
when i was a kid,
i do occasionally use math to,
you know,
help me out of catatonia, even when it doesn’t work all too well