HOPE//FORGET
i hope to one day forget,
but what i hope to forget,
well,
that i’m just not sure of yet,
but when i figure it out,
and i’m certain that day will come,
then i’ll be free of the burden of memory,
i sure hope it’s enlightening
i hope to one day forget,
but what i hope to forget,
well,
that i’m just not sure of yet,
but when i figure it out,
and i’m certain that day will come,
then i’ll be free of the burden of memory,
i sure hope it’s enlightening
flutter and flit, wings a blur of gold; a whisper promises at night,
of bright futures and dreams fulfilled
careful hands reach out to grasp it, but its feathers slip through fingers like dust collecting in the corner
a world where truth and meaning are elusive, wings snipped
power down; paper crown; chords cut
searching for the fragments of meaning in the shattered pieces of gossamer dreams; but often, all that is found is disillusionment and despair sitting in the corner of the room with legs and arms crossed
yet still, wings expand, lift, cut through ozone,
hoping against hope;
even in the midst of fragments, a neon beacon glows, strobe lights repurposed for this dance
in flight
I really, really, really hope I’m right,
I just don’t know what about at the moment,
but when I figure it out, though I probably won’t, but if I do,
then I hope, I really, really, really do, hope that I’m right on the dot,
maybe an inch or two to the right or left,
but either way,
it’d be fucking awesome if I could be right about whatever it is I need to be right about