Fred Aiken Writing

Tag: existentialism

car accident

i witnessed a car accident today,
it wasn’t a major accident,
no one died or anything,
but it was kinda startling to see
these two metal and plastic death boxes hurtling directly
into one another,
with little carbon flesh mounds jerked back and forth,
wondering, will i live through this,
or will this be the day, the hour, the moment
of my demise,

and then hood of the car crumpled,
the engine roared, the oil curdled, and the screeches
reached through each drivers’ soul,
asking for a prayer to lift them

pretending to write non-existence

i keep writing lines
to one poem after another,
and they sound
okay
in my head, at first,

but then when i read them out loud,
and i’m presented with their existence,
which could be for two minutes,
or two million years (though unlikely),

i rapidly delete them
and then pretend i never knew they existed,
and in a way they don’t