i like the idea of being able to wake up whenever i felt like it,
but i also don’t know when i would wake up,
which i’m not positive on the logistics,
but i think it might classify me as dead, you know,
if i’m indecisive about when to wake up
i’m trying to write this distraction free,
but i’m not very successful in that endeavor,
since i’m also listening to a poetry podcast
while responding to an email about purchasing brazilian coffee
and glancing at the c market price on another tab,
and occasionally roasting more coffee for a customer’s order,
though when i’m really distracted, i just scroll for hours on end
through reddit looking at everything and nothing all at once
i’ve really been getting into listening to leoš janáček,
not for any major reason,
and i always feel incredibly self-conscious trying to pronounce his name,
as if i’m provincial and lacking in culture,
which i guess might be the reason why i’m listening to sinfonietta right now
Fred Aiken Writing 