Fred Aiken Writing

DECENT HUMAN THING

once i learn to be a decent human being,
then you’ll get it,
what, i don’t know,

because i guess at that point,
whatever sort of nebulous revenge i was planning
would be kinda silly,
and your verbal jab about me being a piece of shit
won’t be all that applicable,
and you probably already forgot you called me that
back when we were acne-hormonal meat puss
smoking cigarettes behind the school,
waiting for the coach’s whistle to indicate
that we all needed to go take a shower,

we smelled,
like teenagers and, as you aptly described,
pieces of shit

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it’s not that i don’t know what to say half the time,
it’s just that i’m unwilling
to sully my good thoughts 
with the ugliness of language
and have whatever i say be (mis)interpreted
by some linguist with a background in
fudging up the definition of words,
or something like that

5 MILES

pliable fake teeth waiting to say something
in the back of your throat,
but caught on an awkward breath
while trying to catch up to your legs
that just went on a five mile run,
first thing in the morning,
while the rest of your body was resting,
like some sort of lazy duckling sleeping in