gambling for the win

i got really into gambling,
you know, for the rush of it,
but it always seems to be for the dumbest of reasons;
take last week for example,
when i put some money down
on a mario kart game that my 12 year old niece
was playing against her friend,
and at the end i was down 5k,
so now my niece isn’t getting a birthday present, i guess