Posthumous

by Fred Aiken

The light flickered.

I noticed my dirty fingernails.

I noticed my stance.

I noticed I lack grace.

I noticed there’s nothing I could do at that point. I’m committed.

A silhouette cast in penumbra snaked across the floor. There is no sound. The walls vibrate. Every muscle in my body tightens until it hurts. I’m reeled over in pain.

I’m certain I’m bleeding. I need to be taken to the hospital, I tell no one. I don’t say a word. I can’t say a word. At one point in my life I could speak five languages, but none of them come to mind at that very moment.

No one could hear me, either way.

The silhouette reaches out. It grabs, and I can feel its tendrils tighten. I can feel a squeeze pulsating through my veins.

I shout.

But I don’t. 

Small cuts erase the pieces of my body I thought would always be protected.

I stood up for the first time since I could remember. I become painfully aware. I collapsed. I stepped over the body and walked out into the night.