Fred Aiken Writing

Posthumous

The light flickered.

I noticed my dirty fingernails.

I noticed my stance.

I noticed I lack grace.

I noticed there’s nothing I could do at that point. I’m committed.

A silhouette cast in penumbra snaked across the floor. There is no sound. The walls vibrate. Every muscle in my body tightens until it hurts. I’m reeled over in pain.

I’m certain I’m bleeding. I need to be taken to the hospital, I tell no one. I don’t say a word. I can’t say a word. At one point in my life I could speak five languages, but none of them come to mind at that very moment.

No one could hear me, either way.

The silhouette reaches out. It grabs, and I can feel its tendrils tighten. I can feel a squeeze pulsating through my veins.

I shout.

But I don’t. 

Small cuts erase the pieces of my body I thought would always be protected.

I stood up for the first time since I could remember. I become painfully aware. I collapsed. I stepped over the body and walked out into the night.

Wait for the Turn Up Ahead

set motions enthralled with repetitive

tasks while flying past

sensors

carefully placed to ensure nothing too fast

nothing too slow

s p e e d makes mellow motions

feel imbalanced as the asphalt

turns light into dust across an infinite unnamed unspecified series of repeatable regrets spelled out in the ash of burnt oak

settled in

and waiting

Wordy Conundrums Filing for Bankruptcy

take inventory of all the words

compiled into a list pushed off

into the great void

while jumping off a cliff to experience the thrill of dying and not dying

squished in between and expected to wake up

Monday and push pens into folded pieces

of paper spelling out dichotomies

blissfully bellowing a blistering bolster of

made-for-television moments cropped and readjusted

cropped and arranged

cropped and told exactly the right angle with the right lighting will reach the right trajectory to make

and vanish into thin air,

like the rabbit in the hat,

like the shoe falling off the mountain,

like the phone call waiting to connect