Emotional Bulimia
by Fred Aiken
sitting in the back of a Ford Fiesta while telling my friend he needs to go faster,
no wait, slower, I don’t know, just not the speed you’re going now,
the contents of my post-siesta meal holding the entire car hostage,
blinkers throwing up gang signs as we settle into the side of the road,
fishing out change hidden beneath decapitated doll heads
that may indicate the people I associate with have larger
underlying
issues floating up from the muddy green lake
that everyone skinny dips in
while smoking weed and drinking over-the-counter cough medicine
without a sinus in sight,
made up of little pointillism paint strokes on imperfect canvas
that drunken dads in old Chevrolets belch over
while moms sit back and appreciates in the disappointment of her son/daughter/thing
passed out
and dreaming of a place to crash the night
before the car skids into the treehouse for one last time