Fred Aiken Writing

Question Mark

I’ve given up trying to put up question marks

where they don’t belong,

or at the end of sentences that seem questionable to begin with,

though maybe it’s best not to ask the sort of questions that require

abstract art at the end,

with space in between,

silence among them,

creating a block towards an ever growing, expanding, and then retracting

horizon above the greens that mixes with the reds that mixes

with the yellows that mixes with the blues,

until it’s all one color floating who knows where

for who knows why,

though there I go again,

asking questions without answers begging for question marks in the end

Self-Approbation

every smart person I’ve ever known,

let me know in so many words,

’You have no idea what you’re doing,

please give up,

clean up,

and go home’,

though for some odd reason I keep sticking around,

hoping this time might be different,

I’ll finally realize my mistake and correct, correct, correct

before it’s too late,

and all is lost,

none is forgiven,

take off my clothes,

skinny dip with the fishes,

I drowned all my sorrows in the Chattahoochee River,

washed away, wished away,

thinking I’m special in a way,

though I guess I probably shouldn’t be that naive,

but that just wouldn’t be me

First Kiss Jitters

you left me for my best friend,

but the joke was on you,

cause my best friend was imaginary and followed be everywhere,

so it looked as if you were following my shadow,

yet still so distant,

calling out for me to slow down, wait, enjoy what was left of our relationship,

I guess if you could call it that,

I guess it gave me comfort,

knowing that someone cared for you,

even if they didn’t exist,

and I’m just a figment of our first kiss